Summer prospects = 0

So I didn't get the Student Adviser position... nor did I get the Undergraduate Coordinator of Programs gig. And it sucks.

I had been banking so heavily on getting at least one of the two, especially the second. I always thought that they were looking for bubbly, personable people for those jobs. Apparently... they weren't?

Eh - I am in feels-like-worthless-crap phase at the moment, which isn't awesome at all. Thank God I don't have to apply for jobs in this market (like my Senior friends - poor guys). I don't think I could handle getting turned down by potential employers as often as I'm sure it happens. That would just... kill me.

Ugh.



Tonight, my friends are doing what they do best: consoling. And by consoling, I mean they are bringing over "refreshments" for us to consume. God damn it, I'm turning this frown upside down, albeit with a little liquid-happy.

Job?

Let's hope so! Seems like one of the school deans is looking for a graphic designer to do work for their office. The guy hiring was shown my work and said he would love to hire me, but didn't want to approach me because he thought I would be too busy and refuse.

First, I don't know how I feel about this whole diva-vibe I give off to people I don't yet know. To friends, sure... I'm a betch. But to strangers?... weird.

Second, that's an amazing job. I get to make money by staying in my apartment and working with Photoshop? I get to do this for cash? I couldn't say no to that, even if I am busier this semester than ever before.

Here's to hoping I still get the job! *knock on wood*